So I'm hoping this is a sign of impending labour... HORMONE ATTACK!

I had been kind of off all day, a bit loopy and sad, but the worst thing that could possibly have ever happened to me, did. Supper was ready. I bawled for an hour after mom came in my room and said, "supper is ready!"

Who would have thought that having a prepared meal would cause such a horrible sinking sadness, a pit of despair that I couldn't drag myself out of. It was terrible. There is nothing worse than knowing you are crying for no reason, and having absolutely no control over it. I even started crying again while eating, and Jamie was showing me a hilarious parrot. So I was laughing and crying.

5:16 pm - August 7, 2008